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Thursday, 29 March 2007

  • Well I'm really happy that the weather is getting nicer!  It makes me want to go on VK more and more! 

    Jason and I were talking about taking a small trip and came home one night to look up prices and my mom said " if you want to act like a married couple, you should BE a married couple"  and she's right.  I wouldn't want to do anything that would make my family be ashamed of me, Plus if I'm going to try my hardest to be the best person I can, then I shouldn't be making plans to be alone with my boyfriend on trips right?  It's kind of hypocritical to be blessing people and saying that your a christian when your going on a getaway with someone you love don't you think?  It's kind of sending the wrong message and putting Yourself in a comprimising position... and then those same people are wondering why more people don't go to church.  It's true that most people learn by example!  You never know who is paying attention!

    I've done a lot of re-arraging in my personal life and I know it's for the better and I've talked to Jason and gave him the heads up.  I'm just happy that I have my priorities straight and I've shared them with the one I want to spend the rest of my life with! Whats the rush right?  I have my entire life to act like a married couple when the time comes! 

Monday, 26 February 2007

  • INDESCRIBABLE

    I have realized something and I wanted to share it with all of you because I know that I'm not the only one that gets stress out when things don't go the way I think they should.  I was just working on my folder for my dance class and listening to some music.  I found a cd that I think may be my sisters and I recognized a song I herd at the Journey... called Indiscribable.  So I pulled up the lyrics while I listened to the song and I must say it made me feel foolish for getting so upset that my life isn't panning out as fast  as I would like it to be!  I just have been getting so fruststraited with people and with being patient, and this song just reminds you that God's got it all in control!  I've been fighting this urge I have with God.  I want to go back to church and be the person I know I am deep down but for some reason I just can't get one foot in front of the other to make that step.  I don't love God any less and even though my relationship may have slipped I still feel good that I at lest still have one with Him.   It sounds really selfish but I'm afraid to giving up all the stuff your not supossed to do when you become a Christian... not because I don't want to give them up but because I feel like I'll give in and I don't... I can't bare the thought of dissapointing God time after time.  It just seems like I'm repenting for the same things all the time!  I think thats why I've been away for so long!  I don't want to be boarder line and I don't want to be luke warm... i don't want to be enough Christian to get by!  I just hate this feeling!!  Anyways this song made me feel like even though I'm not the best person I could be... God knows the depths of my heart and still loves me the same... and it gives me peace knowing that it's never too late to go back to Him... no matter what I've done or how bad I messed up... He's always there WITH OPEN ARMS!   

     

    Indescribable Lyrics

    By: Chris Tomlin

    From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
    Creation's revealing Your majesty
    From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
    Every creature unique in the song that it sings
    All exclaiming

    Indescribable, uncontainable,
    You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
    You are amazing God
    All powerful, untamable,
    Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
    You are amazing God

    Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
    Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
    Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
    Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
    None can fathom

    Indescribable, uncontainable,
    You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
    You are amazing God
    All powerful, untamable,
    Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
    You are amazing God
    You are amazing God

    Indescribable, uncontainable,
    You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
    You are amazing God
    All powerful, untamable,
    Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
    You are amazing God
    Indescribable, uncontainable,
    You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
    You are amazing God
    Incomparable, unchangeable
    You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
    You are amazing God
    You are amazing God

Tuesday, 20 February 2007

  • This weekend has been really good.  Well it didn't start out that great but it def. got a lot better!  Friday Jason and I went to my nana and papaw's house and talked to them for a while which was nice.  We didn't end up leaving till midnight.  When we pulled in the drive way though Jason and I were just talking and somehow we ended up in this huge fight... the worst fight we've ever been in!  It really scared me cuz I thought things between us would end that night or later on in the week.  I was so mad at him I didn't know what to do or say.  My feelings were basiclly hurt because what I thought wasn't important in a dating relationship was obviously very important to him and it just made me frustrated and upset because I didn't think he was respecting me.  Anyways I finally went in the house and the next night we talked some more and he explained his side and I explained mine and we came to an understanding. 

    On Sunday my dad had gotten the hot tub fixed so I sat in there for a long time and read my book!  Very relaxing!  Then mom and I watched Zorro!  I love that movie!  : )

    On Monday Jason and I didn't have to work so we went shopping!  Jason bought new tennis shose and I got these sandles that are the most amazing sandles ever!!  They have like memory foam stuff on the soul so it hugs your foot!  omg!!  Amazing!  lol  Anywas I was really excited b/c it was so nice outside!!  Then we got something to eat at Friendly's.  I had such a good day!  Then later that night I went to the dance studio to teach my classes.  On the way home Hayley and I rocked out hard  core to some Blink 182. lol  Hayley was cracking up!  She thought I was crazy!  lol  Any how it's back to school. 

    This weekend is going to be a blast though I can't wait... For Jason's b-day and Valentines day  (b/c they're only 2 days apart) I got him Rodeo tickets so we're going up to Cleveland on Saturday!  It's going to be a lot of fun!  Dimond Rio is going to be there too!  : )

    Well I hope everyone had a good weekend!  <3

Friday, 09 February 2007

  • Well everybody I hate to update on a bad note but I have some not so good news.  Last Tuesday one of my good friends boyfriend had a really bad accident sled riding!  He fell off his sled and ran into a tree and had to be taken to Columbus hospital where he is still in ICU.  He had a respirator and that was taken out yesterday, I think, but is still in bad shape.  The doctors don't know if his brain has suffered any damage or not yet but they did say that he will need reconstructive surgery on his face!  Any ways if you all could say a little prayer for him when you have time, it will mean a lot!  His name is Brandon and is a devoute Christan and I know he would appericate your prayers!  Thank you all!  <33

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